Friday, January 06, 2006
argh!!!cannot take it le....i NEARLY break down...thxz to band...but i tell myslef i am strong n will not shed tears for small things like tt...
it goes like this...today the sec one go to each cca den see wad cca they wanna join...every thing goes on well until the end!!!!!!!!
when we r keeping the instruments...FRENCH HORN the mouth piece is LOST!...i donno where iszit...den lee say nvm...don worry first...but how u expect me to be cool n steady at this moment rite...
i was scared as mouth piece is not cheap n is my responsibility tt the instruments r there..safe n sound...i am scared of my SIR...he is like some kind of MONSTER when he scold....as if he will eat me up kz...lolx....
there is tears rolling down my cheek...but i stop myself from crying la...don wanna feel like a losser...lolx...cos i hate to myslef to cry infront of others...is like as if i am weak...but one gal saw me crying la...tuupid man...i prayed to GOD n hope tt everything goes on smoothly...aniwae...i am feeling soo gd now...
the leader of today's programme...break down too....but i think hers is cos she had alot of stress from teachers...can understand how she feels...hai~ but thxz to her....tml no band...hahaz....soo happy...jumping on my bed to celebrate...lolx...
