Thursday, February 23, 2006
today in sch was crap....cos the whole day r filled with slacking lessons...such as eng, geog,mt,phy,chem...actually all oso sian la...hahaz....i think i am getting old after this years b'day...cos i cannot stay awake like how i used to be last year...i have to slp when it past 12.30...i will catch some rest whenever i can in sch..lol...
toking abt slping..today during eng...i the moment raj come in...den she say she giving us test..den i was like sian-ed...so i lie on my table to rest...she came in at 9.25..but the test starts at 9.55...wasted so much time la....i din really slp...but when raj walks toward my table, she ask ppl around me if i am slping..den say i very pro...cos the class soo noisy i still can slp.....hahaz...den she tap me on my shoulder...asking me to wake up n wash my face...as i was saying tt i am not really slping but pretended to be slping...so i was like smiles back to her...den she say...aiya..u how can u pretend to slp...i say..."no la..i dream of sumthing funny"...stupid la...n crappy...-.-
in class...swee hao told me abt his experience of waking up in the evening and thought tt it is in the morning...like wake up at 6.15pm...but he thouhgt is 6.15am...soo he asked himself y the sky soo bright...hahaz...actually i oso had such experience...it look as if i am in my dream..cos everything looks weird...at tt time...i wake up at 6.45pm...den i jump out of my bed...my room is very dark de...so it looks as if it is at night...i was shocked den say today is sch day or wad...i thought i am late for sch la...den i walked out of my room...everything is so bright..my whole family is at the 1st level...i tot they waiting for me to change my uniform to go sch...so i run down..den my mother asked"have u had ur dinner?"..den i suddenly jerked n realised tt it is still evening time only...hahaahz...stupid rite...
donno y...nowadays i keep listening to kireida by winds...find it the nicest song from winds..lolx..hahaz...
i am running...but donno wad am i running away from...i only know tt if i don run i will be in trouble..so i juz continue to run...wad am i running away from?..my surrounding, my friends,infact..everyone..makes my think tt i have changed...did i change..even if..izzit for the better or worst??..i wonder...cos everyone is not in the gd mood..or they r acting weird towards me...i once told chin tt when suddenly everyone finds u irritating...the problem shld lies in u as u cannot say tt it is everyone who r sensitive n u r normal rite?...so it muz be u the one who is irritating...so i wonder...is my life turning DARKER..DARKER...DARKER??
