Friday, September 01, 2006
oh...KBOX trip is soo fun..lolx...alvin is as funny as he is...swee can sing soo nice....hahaz...guipei n mel oso..at first quite paiseh...hahahaz...good thing swee called in the morning...or else..have to cancel it? cos i will not wake up until 12..lolx..yup..had fun! lol
if have pics...next time then uplaod..lolx
the next trip will be after olvl..haix..yea..3 months ltr...
around 77 days more to end of olvl...wahahaha...excitedexcited..lolx
which mean 67 more days to start of olvl...eeee...
i wanna be open to everyone..maybe i take relationships seriously tts y i cannot bare to give it up...i'm afraid i would miss them...yes..i will have new friends in future..but i'll miss the kids..i really love kids..i'll miss all the cute faces... but i wan more of you...yes..i've made up my mind..gonna make things happen fast..if not more things will happen..i don wanna drag anymore..the feeling of belonging no where really sux..y do God give us choices in life...y not juz let him decide it for me..n i will not be feeling this..this horrible feeling deep within me...i juz feel like giving up...no..i don wanna things to end this way..never...give me the strength n faith i needed..
