Friday, January 05, 2007
this post is super boring..don bother to read it...juz take it as if i'm chanting..or pms-ing...=/
i din noe relationship wif ppl can be soo fragile..or rather is quite disappointing.. i don like changes...i noe changes r for our own good..but changes lead to many other problems.. juz like changing from sec to poly/jc...changing of environment..
ppl whom i'm close wif no long have much topics...some,i tired to even meet up for chats n stuff..but maybe its useless...cos all of us changes...being in different places we grow differently..n maybe we will not be as close after not meeting for months...the chinese saying of "tian xia mei you bu shan zi yan xi"(there is no gathering tt don ends) ya..all of us will go in different path...at first i thot i might not make it w/o some of the close ones i used to hang out wif...but it din turn out tt way..i'm doing juz as great...
maybe i'm juz blur n insenstive at times...tt i din realise the change until someone told me...or maybe i'm juz too senstive to think too much...some says tt i thinkn too much n tt shldn't be the way...i oso don like to think soo much...cos everytime i think tt things will turn out the way it is..BUT reality juz don turn out to be tt way..forget it..y not juz let things be the way it is...
