Saturday, June 02, 2007
WHY WHY WHY WHY???? y do u even give me choices? y do i have to even choose when u alrdy sound like u help me choose wad is good for me? why do u left me wif option in either which i will hurt someone? can someone tell me y?? gosh...i sound like mr why now...=S
juz like when i ask my mummy if i can stay over at someone's house...she confirm will say..u think lor..u think if it is good den u stay lor...like dotz...i rather u juz say no..don stay...i really don like it...make me feel guilty after making a decision..=X i noe i need to take responsibility in things i do...but i don like la...i wonder if anybody feel the way i feel..maybe i'm juz good at relying on ppl...
tried to study while waiting for the long queue at emerge(city harvest church at expo)...3hrs...but i din study much..cos i'm tired/hot/hungry...i cannot concentrate at all...i quite amazed by the ppl there..lolx...imagine tt super hot weather..they can still wear until super nice...and to queue every week for service...
oh ya..i don like ppl to ask me why..cos i always donno how to ans den i will feel very pressurized den i will juz shut my mouth as if i cannot tok at all...den u can continue to tok for all i care...cos if i wanna tell u the reason...i would have long done so....but i like to ask ppl y...haha!! stupid gal...
ok..this post like totally donno wad am i trying to get to..=|
feeling kinda weird now....
lets move on to something else..
i love conditioner..lolx..makes my hari smooth! hahha! i think i siao le..cos i think i ard 1 week nv put conditioner cos used finish den nv go buy...den for tt one whole week...i somehow think i have bad hair day almost everyday..=S so when my sis came back from aus...i saw the conditioner in the toilet!! super happy sia...hahaha!! when i come out after bathing..i was in a hyper mood...so i blow my hair den put cream...treating it like my baby...lolx...
today is MELVIN WONG TECK CHUAN...my BFF...sorry...not boyfriend forever kz...is BEST friend forever..lolx..BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GAY FRIEND! =D he very good one lor.........don ask me good in wad...i scared ltr i need 1whole day to think...hahha!!jking...he see le surely wanna whack me...but after tonite's celebration...he will LOVE US MORE~wahahaha...
